Tomorrow starts the beginning of the end...Chloe starts preschool. I have looked forward to this day for a LONG time, but now that it is here I want to shove it under the rug and forget about it. I feel like her innocence is ending. School is going to corrupt her in some way. Basically, I am afraid school is going to replace me. Her mom. Her best friend during the day. What am I going to do not being there for every exciting turn and new discovery at school? I am such a control freak when it comes to these things. Sending her to Nursery at church was hard enough, now I send her to Sunbeams for 2 hours on Sunday and preschool for 3 hours a day, twice a week! Yikes!!
I love being her mom. It is at time challenging, but always rewarding. I wouldn't trade anything about my Chloe for the world, sun, moon, or stars. I love you Chloe and hope you have the greatest time in the new adventure you will start tomorrow (good thing I get to come along for the first day as the parent helper).
I'm sure that by next week I will love preschool and the time it gives us to each grow. Ryan will definitely benefit from it! Good luck Pickle! Mom loves you!
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Oh, just wait until kindergarten - and then first grade is even harder because it's allllll day. )It's got it's benefits too, though.) Good luck!
Aw, I feel so sad reading this post! I think it hits too close to home! :( It is sad because it does kind of take away from your time...aw, now I am really sad! I feel the same way about Lane. I suppose we can't hang onto them forever...maybe I should've done home school! Good luck today@!
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